grrr...

i apologise for my disgusting solo yesterday.
yea
i screwed it up cox sijia got me to play it quite suddenly
and i stupidly chose a song im not very familiar with yet
BLEAHS

HOWEVER,

there has to be someone to comment on this
making me super irritated
yea right
dizi is noisy.
whole day talk.
should be MORE serious and not laugh.
but seriously i rather they laugh la.
and guess wad,
dizi is the only section with the CORRECT attendance.
look at tanpo.
patheic right?
they dont even bother to turn up
who has the worse attitude?

stop pinpointing dizi cans
yes we talk but all the more this shows our unity
at least we have things to talk about
AND
when the time calls for it*other than my disgusting solo*,
we rise to the occasion and produce SUBSTANCE
sijia suddenly came up to me and asked for a solo
did i reject?
no!!
we should at least TRY.

once upon a time theres a pro erhu girl called bibi
bibi goes to the st nicks open house and went to co immediately
the co sounded SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pro
but all of them look so fake having glum faces and were SOOOOOOOO serious
O MY GOD.
of course to pro bibi, they sounded okay only and they look so BORING.
ALL GRUMPY AND the place LOOKED EMPTY.
YUCKS.
she turns her head off to somewhere else, thinking
"hey.is this a stnicks open house or st nicks open house performance??i thought an open house was to showcase how we practise to others and not looking so fake and everything?yea they have the skills but all look so grumpy.bet i wont be happy here.better go to nygh.they ARE PRO and they ARE happy.yea.byebye."

looks like pple are so affected and brainwashed by the school
everything must be so fake, so CORRECT, so rigid, so perfect
but too bad,
sometimes, it is imperfection that makes an art beautiful
and they dont seem to understand that
and forever jumping at chances to criticise dizi
like i said, we have the most CORRECT attendance.
we portray the right attitude of not ponning the open house.
we are united.
hope such brainwashing and patheic attention seekers wont destroy our unity.
yeah.

ok.new topic.
i hope youll stop doing this.
its getting so scandalous
i duno how to face you next time
i tink its ok but you're getting quite carried away
pple like me may not feel weird but others do
dont judge others by how they look
especially drama people*i have drama people phobia.of course not all the drama people, definitely*
ya.
so stop it ok
i keep imagining myself flarin up
hope i wont get a chance to do so
hai
is all that taken for granted?
no one cares much you noe
quite worried..

blahs.
o lvls coming.
not intending to turn up for any of thurs practices.
definitely
sian