hai...

so sian right everytime also start with this
lol
life is really sian nowadays
now is so much better already
you all should have seen me in the first and second week of prelims
=
corpse


tink im getting too stressed or wad,
i panicked like SHIT during papers and at the end only to realise,
it just ended like that and i have to prepare for another exam coming up the next day
after preparing so hard for it, i blacked out at qns and completely PANICKED
hai...
prelims liao leh
prelims only mah
wad am i supposed to expect for o lvls?
acty i suspect if i even get the l1r5 i desire and get into the jc i want
hai...
and my sciences suck like shit
am i taking humans?
its like wad the hell i hate humans
not like im doing better at it but its definitely better than my sciences
hai
wads wrong?
thought i should be better at sciences
i want to take science!
hai..
hai...
hai....
so sad..
felt so stressed up i canot sleep
got stomachache
got migraine
got all sorts of things like fever etc
for the first week
wth
it felt totally horrible.
-.-

am i really the one who will excel?