♥Peiqi
♥ Saturday, February 24, 2007

lol.

HAHA.

happy new year everyone!
lol
im finally blogging again!
super bored so decided to come and blog
so sian
nothing on tv worth watching

life's good nowadays
AHHH
i will really miss my class in vj
humph
really hope i get into a nice class if i make it to hc la
if not im going to DIE

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and ive finally learnt the art of sleeping on the bus!
haha
but i get super dizzy when i wake up
then my eyes canot focus................
starts to blur.....................
until i decide to shake my head to focus
lol

anyway new year is just normal
haha
the sad thing is only tt my uncle came
argh
hated it
like wth
reunion dinner then suddenly got this guy duno emo-ing about wad there
damn irritating la
we're like nice enough?
still black face us
not like hes very welcomed anyway
and no one forced him to come
tsk.
freak.
im sounding mean again.

ah ha!
my temper is getting better and better ok
im so mild now
haha
used to suan zhenlong and cheryl everyday
lol
maybe i just cant be bothered now

haiiiiiiiii
i was thinking this few days,
since ill be more free in j1,
i should do something about my dizi
i really like playing dizi lehh
but it seems like im losing confidence in it
like im not improving or something
its always the same old problems and i just live by it
grrrr
and i hate not having music background
it totally sucks la
especially when it comes to paizi and the weird kind of thing
all the major minor and zhi fa
SHIT
i hate not having music background!!!!!!!!!!!
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and grading exam is just 5 weeks away
CRAP
i havent even finish lianing the song
my god.
darn

hai...
maybe life's going to change after next week
hmmmm
i really hope i can fit in and get used to everything
hai
so sickening
everything seems to suck
and i feel so worthless
like wth
got anything also nv tell me
then im wad
feel like giving up sometimes
like wads the freaking pt
im not tt important anyway
and argh
i cant do much
i dont even understand why its ME
look,
i have no experience,
im quite afraid of trying new things,
and im not the kind who can say frivolous crap to boost people's morale
my god.
ME!?
im like doing nothing la!
i seriously duno why

and we shouldnt force ourselves to do things we are unsure of
at least tts me
screw it up
no one cares whether you put in like effort or not
theyll just see how screwed you are, wanting to act pro but totally screwing it up
tts not my nature man

SIAN
i want to achieve more!
i want to do more!
but it seems like its quite hard.


haha.this is so random.

Footprints,4:14 AM