blah

somehow, life hasnt been really fulfilling nowadays
ESPECIALLY CCA-wise
having concerts every other day didnt help much too

shit
not being in the sch's orchestra feels weird,
i can only depend on chengsan to make me feel more satisfied with my dizi practising
and WE arent practising enough too, pple not coming etc
hai
depressing
really thinking and wishing to go into another fun co
its so sian just playing with my little darlings weekly
TOTALLY unfulfilling
BLAH

some fun co in need of dizi!
COME FIND ME.