i slack too much
but i love to slack tooooooo much too

hai.
this sucks
i know im lagging behind my studying plan for 1 week now and im NOT doing anything decent about it
all i do is daydream and fill myself up with pessimistic thoughts
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i really wonder how people can look at the BRIGHT side of things when things arent even bright to begin with
haiya duno
i feel like ive lost myself and my identity in the midst of socializing everyday
hai

im turning technical when i dun even have technique.
and when i realise my techniques isnt there, i say im a emotional player.
wad crap
i tink i really lost the ability to create music
wad im doing is simply play notes.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
how?